AMAZING!

It amazes me that seeing all the GOOD things on my blog and how the Lord is working in the lives of my children and my family people focus on any thing BUT the good. We have been in the valley for so long and are blessed to be on the mountain top for once and are so thankful for every moment of it! I AM LOVING LIFE, and thanking God everyday for all that He has given me. I may not have all I would like in my life but I have learned to be satisfied and content, to go on even when I don't feel like it, and to except things as they are, that is all I was trying to say.I may have said or did some things that may have come off wrong but I had sooo much to go through. Walking in my shoes has not been easy but it has brought me closer to the Lord. I have felt abandoned through my hard times by the closest people in my life.... I am tired of the fight but that doesn't mean I am giving up. I am rejoicing in the blessings I am seeing right now and for that I am thankful. If I am laughed at or swore at and criticized of by those I love than so be it. I LOVE my family, each and every one of them. I am sorry I was not strong enough to hold you all up with myself and my own family. I have had such a hard road and I am tired but I am happy with my new road. I am so thankful to be able to do whatever I can for the Lord. He has been my best friend! Without Him I am nothing-even with Him I am still nothing- but he is everything! and I will by God's grace- be content.